"You're not thinking of doing something stupid, are you?" she asked.

I thought about it awhile. That question could mean several different things. "No," I calmly replied. I said it with a smile, but I'm not really sure about it. I could have ran down the list of thoughts that have been running in my head the past two weeks. There is only so many times that you can say the same thing over and over again before people eventually tire and become annoyed. I don't want to do that. I need support, because without it, I would probably do something stupid.